Iibhayisikile zombane kwi-Utah eseMazantsi- mhlawumbi ayisosibetho endicinga ukuba siso

ST. I-GEORGE Induli iza endlwini yam yabucala malunga nemizuzu engamashumi amabini kuhambo lwam. Ndiyayithanda, ndiyasokola ukuyibetha. Iintsuku ezi-4 ukuya kwezi-6 ngeveki, ndihlasela lo monstrosity wenduli e-Utah eseMazantsi ngebhayisikile yam yasezintabeni ngenxa yokuba ndiyithanda kakhulu uloliwe endivumelayo.

Eli xesha lehlobo likhulu kunelinye, ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba abanye babelana ngomnqweno ofanayo. Kunjengokugoba kwam ukunyuka, ukupompa i-pedals, ukuphakamisa ngenxa ye-clip-ins yam, ukuvuza-nangaphakathi kwangoko sele sele sele sele sele sele amazinga angama-90 ngaphandle - ndiyakhupha kwaye ndikhefuze, ndizenzele nge-mantra engacacanga endityhalela phezulu kwaye ku, emva koko ndiyive: Isandi esihle "se-ching ching", ngasekhohlo nangaphantsi. Ndicenga malunga nemizuzwana esixhenxe ukusuka esihlahleni esiba ndindisholo, ndicofe ukungqina: Isibini “sethu” kwiibhayisikile zombane; ethe tye, ekhululekile, engakhange akhawuleze kwaye akhawuleze anyuse induli, kwaye adlule kum!

Ndiyakholelwa ukuba luyolo ebusweni babo kunye nokungabikho komgudu onzima oqhuba ukuba ndihambe. (Ngaba ndilungile? Funda, uya kugqiba). Ndithungatha ngaphantsi komoya endiwuphefumlayo njengokuthi "ndifumana ibhayisekile" kwaye ndiyazi nje ukuba sifike eflethini, ndiyakwazi ukubabamba, nangona kunjalo bebonakala bendibamba kobona buthathaka, ndifunxa umoya kwaye ndipompa amandla enduli. Eyona nto imbi kukuba bayonwaba no "kuhamba ngenqanawa" njengoko behamba.

Ukutyeshela izikhokelo zomthetho wefiziksi, okanye mhlawumbi akukho zikhokelo zomthetho kwezi ndlela zibhayisekile, balandela iindlela, iindledlana zokuphambukela kwiindwendwe, le mizila ibhayisekile sele ikhankanyiwe, "iringisa" umdla wabo wokudlula nokunqwala "howdy" omnandi njengoko zip nge. Ngaba ezi zinto ziibhayisikile? Ngaba ziimoto ezihamba ngemoto? Ngaba kukho umntu okhe wacinga ukumothusa? I-COVID-19 ngokuqinisekileyo iazise ii-bikers ezongezelelweyo ngaphandle kwindawo yethu entle. Impazamo yam (enokubakho ngokwasengqondweni) kukuba zininzi kakhulu iibhayisikile zombane!

Yiyo loo nto ukucaphuka kwam kwakudla ngokuphuhliswa ngumntu wonke ondinike yona (lonke ixesha ndisendulini ngenjongo ethile). Kungekudala nje, nangona kunjalo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ezi zibetho zombane zase-Utah eseMazantsi ayizizo izinto ezimbi endizibonisileyo ekuqaleni ngenxa yokuncipha kweetalente zam zokunyuka iinduli. Enyanisweni, kule mizuzu eflethini, emva kokuba ndiqhube yonke into kwaye ndivale ngokuhlambalaza kwangaphambili, ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kuba nayo. Ndizakuba nazo! (Kuze babe nohlobo lwemicimbi ye-punk enokuthi ibethe i-30 mph-plus). Nangona kunjalo, andikabikho kude kube ngoku ukuba ndiqonde ukuba lo "mzabalazo" uhlekisayo uzenzele wona waba yinto ebalaseleyo.

Ngelixa ndiyakucaphukela ukunikwa endulini, iibhayisekile zombane zithwala inzuzo kwezam iinjongo zempilo.

Ndilapho, ndihamba ecaleni kwam, ndizityhala, nje kancinci, kude kufike enye iya kuhamba enye! Ubuncinci ubuncinci iminyaka engama-20 ubudala kunam kwaye uyandigqitha kwakhona! Esi sithuko siyandinyanzela ukuba ndimpompe konke okunzima ukubonisa ukuba yintoni "ibhayisekile" enokuyenza. Ngaba omnye wabo "wethu" usebenzisa ezi zinto zisebenza ngombane ubona nokuba sisixa esincinci soxinzelelo endiziva ngalo? Eneneni akunjalo! Baphandle nje kokuba nexesha elimnandi, ukonwaba kunye nendalo kunye nomtsalane kwinxalenye ye-Utah eseMazantsi sonke sihlala kuyo.

Ngokuqinisekileyo, ndincinci kwaye ndimncinci.

Kwakhona kwi-epiphany. Itshintshile umsindo (umona) ndaziva ebusweni babo. Balapha ukuze bandityhalele kumandla ongezelelweyo kunye nokuzithemba. Njengabaqeqeshi bezempilo abangaqondiyo, ngokungacacanga bandityhalela kwicala lesantya kunye neetalente endandikade ndingazazi!

Iveki yokugqibela, ndade ndathetha nendoda (kwiiflethi) njengoko ndandibambe kakhulu kwaye bendimdlula. "Ihamba phi le micimbi kwiindleko?" Ndabuza. Uphendulile malunga neekhilomitha ezingama-40 okanye njalo, uphendule wathi, ngokungqalileyo ngokuthanda kwakho, akazange abethwe ngumoya nakweyiphi na imeko.

Iikhilomitha ezingama-20!? Andihlali ndenza ngaphezulu kwe-XNUMX!

Yintoni eza kubuya?

Ngawo onke amanye amayeza anokunceda. Mhlawumbi umthandazo othile.

Nangona kunjalo, nantsi ibhayisekile yombane! Kuya kubakhupha abantu abangenakunqwenela ukulwa nendlela yabo yokunyuka, ukuphefumula umoya wethu ovuthayo, ukuzonwabisa kunye ne-topography enhle kakhulu. Ndiyazi ukuba baya kuba phezulu kuyo. Ngoku, ndingaphezulu kwayo.

Khalisa iintsimbi zakho, iibhayisekile zombane, mna ndiya kuba ndisithi “Molo! Enkosi ngokundenza umntu osempilweni ngakumbi! ”

Kuthunyelwe ngu BRIAN STRASMANN, Washington County.

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